Monday, April 21, 2008

Bestfriend

got this from a friend...not sure if its real, but it definitely touched my heart...
praying, thanksgiving and believing is easy when we get and when we have what we need and want. but when we dont have the things we need , and when we cant do the things we need and want to do...that is when our faith in HIM is really put to the test.
may we all be thankful, despite of what we have and dont have...
may we all be thankful, despite of what we lost and what we might lose...
may we all be thankful, despite of what has been taken away from us...
coz at the end of the day, there's only one thing that matters...our relationship with Him.
Have a blessed week!
r
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Somewhere in Milaor, Camarines Sur Philippines, there lived a fourth grader boy who would follow this route to school everyday: He has to cross the rugged plains and cross the dangerous highway where vehicles are recklessly driving to and from.

Once past this highway, the boy would take a short cut, passing by the Church every morning just to say Hi to God, and faithfully say his, "Good Morning". He was faithfully being watched by a Priest who was happy to find innocence so uplifting in the morning, "How are you Andoy? Are you on your way to school?"

"Yes, father... "he would flash his innocent grin, the priest would be touched. He was so concerned that one day he talked to Andoy. "From school...", he advised "Do not cross the highway, you can pass through the Church and I can accompany you to the other side of the road...that way I can see that you are home safe...."

"Thank you father ... "

"Why don't you go home ... why do you stay in this church right after school?"
"I just want to say 'Hi' to my friend, God," and the priest
would leave the boy to spend time beside the altar, talking to himself, but the priest was hiding behind the altar to listen to what this boy has to say to his heavenly FATHER.

"You know my math exam was pretty bad today, but I did not cheat although my seatmate is bullying me for notes... I ate one cracker and drank my water, Itay had a bad season and all I can eat is this cracker. Thank you for this! I saw a poor kitten who was hungry and I know how he feels so I gave my last cracker to him ... funny but I am not that hungry. Look, this is my last pair of slippers ...I may have to walk barefoot next week, you see this is about to be broken... but it is okay....at least I am still going to school.... Some say we will have a hard season this month, some of my classmates have already stopped going to school .... please help them get to school again, please God?

....Oh, you know, mother hit me again, it is painful, but I know this pain will pass away, at least I still have a mother.... God, you want to see my bruises? I know you can heal them.... Here... here and .... oh ...blood ....I guess you knew about this one huh? Please don't be mad at my mother, she is just tired and she worries for the food in our table and my schooling that is why she hits us....Oh, I think I am in love ... there's this pretty girl in my class, her name is Anita ... do you think she will like me? Anyway, at least I know you will always like me, I don't have to be anybody just to please you, you are my very best friend! Hey your birthday is two days from now!!! Aren't you excited? I am! Wait till you see, I have a gift for you ..... but it is a surprise! I hope you will like it! Oooops, I have to go ..." then he stood up and calls out, "Father, father, I am finished talking to my friend .... You can accompany me to the other side of the road now."

This routine happens everyday. Andoy never fails. Father Agaton shares this every Sunday to the people in his church because he has not seen a very pure faith and trust in God, a very positive look at negative situations.

One Christmas day, Father Agaton was sick so he could not make it in the Church, he was sent to the hospital. The Church was left to 4 Aunties who would chant the rosary in 1000 miles per hour, would not smile and would always find fault in what you do, they were also very well versed in cursing if you irritate them! They were kneeling, saying their kilometric rosary when Andoy, coming from his Christmas party,playfully dashed in.

"Hello God! I ......"
"P----!! (a curse) bata ka!! Alam mo nang may nagdadasal!! Alis!!" (Can't you see we are praying? Go Away!!!!)

Poor Andoy was so terrified, "Where's Father Agaton? He is supposed to help me cross the street ... and to be able to cross the street I will have to pass by the back door of this church ...not only that, I have to greet Jesus. It is His birthday, I have a gift right here....

" Just as he was about to get the gift out of his shirt, the Auntie pulled his shirt and threw him out of the church. "Susmaryosep!!! (does the sign of the cross fervently) If you dont leave now, i will really hit you!!!

So the boy had no choice but to cross the dangerous side of the road in front of the church. He crossed. A fast moving bus came in.

There was a blind curve. The boy was protecting his gift inside his shirt, so he was not looking. There was so little time. Andoy died on the spot. A lot of people crowded the poor boy, the body of a lifeless young boy ...

Suddenly, out of nowhere a tall man in a pure white shirt and pants, a face so mild and gentle, but with eyes full of tears... He came and carried the boy in His arms. He was crying. Curious bystanders nudged the man in white, and asked,
"Excuse me sir, are you related to this child?
Do you know this child?"
The man in white, His face mourning and in agony, looked up and answered,
"He was my best friend .... " was all he said. He took the badly wrapped gift in the bloody chest of the lifeless boy, and placed it near His heart.
He stood up and carried the boy away and they both disappeared in sight.
The crowd was curious ...
On Christmas Eve, Father Agaton learned of the shocking news. He visited the house, and wanted to verify about the man in white. He consulted the parents of Andoy.
"How did you know that your son died?"
"A man in white brought him here." sobbed the mother. "What did he say?"
The father answered, "He did not say anything. He was mourning. We do not know him and yet he was very lonely about our son's death, as if he knew our son very well. But there was something peaceful and unexplainable about him.
He gave me my son, and then he smiled peacefully. He brushed my son's hair away from his face and kissed him on his forehead, then he whispered something..."
"What did he say?"
"He said to my boy..." the father began, "Thank you for the gift .... I will see you soon ... you will be with me..." and the father of the boy continued, "and you know for a while, it felt so wonderful ... I cried, but I do not know why....all I know is I cried tears of joy .... I could not explain it, Father, but when that man left, something peaceful came over me, I felt a deep sense of love inside ... I could not explain the joy in my heart, I knew my boy is in heaven now but...tell me, Father, who is this man that my son talks to everyday in your church, you should know because you are always there ... except at the time of his death ......
Father Agaton suddenly felt the tears welling in his eyes, with trembling knees, he murmured, " ... He was talking to no one ..... but .. GOD...."

Sunday, March 9, 2008

A Smile from the Heart

The tea lady at my workplace is one of the nicest person i've ever met since i got here in SG. Though language has always been a barrier, it didnt hinder us to say good morning to each other and say "ni hao ma?" everyday. and everytime she wears a new blouse, i would always tease her "aunty, ni heng piao liang!". my week is not complete without having to say "Zao an, aunty!" though my mandarin sucks, she always take the time to give me that sincere smile.

last week, i missed her coz she didnt show up for the whole week. I found out from colleagues that her husband passed away. today, she came back to work. i was so worried for her as she is already in her 70's, worried that she might feel so lonely and so depressed and weak esp now that her husband is gone. i was memorizing some mandarin words to comfort her...but the moment i saw her, she still has that cheery look on her face, she still has the smile to offer to everyone and still could say good morning even though she woke up alone this morning, without her husband.

i was so teary eyed when i ask her 'ni hao ma' today. i could see and i could feel the sadness in her eyes, but she still has that same smile every morning. and yes,she still has the same 'hao' reply.

i guess that side of her really showed how strong aunty is, despite her frailties.

i am only in my 30's and yet, when people see me, they always say i look tired. cannot even show cheerfulness no matter how i laugh or smile, its just sounds and looks so superficial.

i hope before and when i reach aunty's age, i will be as strong as she is. and will be as cheerful to others. and will be as trusting to that Supreme Being. that no matter what comes in life, my smile will still be there to brighten up someone's day.

for you aunty, who will never read this blog, this song is for you and your husband...for all those mornings he gave you a reason to smile from your heart...




A SMILE IN YOUR HEART
I had a feeling
That you're holding my heart
And i know that it is true
You wouldn't let it be broken apart
'coz it's much to dear to you
Forever we'll be together
No one can break us apart
For our love will truly be
A wonderful smile in your heart

When the night comes
And i'm keeping your heart
How i feel so much more secure
You wouldn't let me close my eyes
So i can see you through and through

You're a sweet tender lover
We are so much in love
I'm not afraid when you're far away
Just give me a smile in your heart...

You brighten my day
Showin' me my direction
You're comin' to me
And givin' me inspiration
How can i ask for more
From you my dear
Maybe just a smile in your heart

I'm always dreamin'
Of being in love
But now i know that this is true
Since you came into my life
It's true love that i had found

I pray that you wouldn't leave me
Whatever may come along
But if you do i won't feel so bad
Just give me a smile in your heart...

You brighten my day
Showin' me my direction
You're comin' to me
And givin' me inspiration
How can i ask for more
From you my dear
Maybe just a smile in your
(maybe just a smile in your heart)

You brighten my day
Showin' me my direction
You're comin' to me
And givin' me inspiration
How can i ask for more
From you my dear
Maybe just a smile in your heart

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Inspiration

Do check out the youtube link to watch the dance! :)
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One couple won one of the top prizes.The lady has one arm and the guy has one leg. They performed gracefully and beautifully.


The lady in her 30s was a dancer and was trained as one since she was a little girl. Later she got into some kind of accident and lost her entire left arm. She was depressed for a few years. It seemed that someone asked her to coach a Children's dancing group. From that point on, she realized she could not forget dancing. She still loved to dance. She wanted to dance again. So she started to do some of her old routines. But by her losing an arm, she also lost her balance. It took a while before she could even making simple turns and spins without falling. Eventually she got it.


Then she heard some guy in his 20s had lost a leg in an accident. This guy also fell into the usual denial, depression and anger type of emotional roller coaster. She looked him up (seemingly he was from a different Province) and persuaded him to dance with her. He had never danced. And to dance with one leg? Are you joking with me? No way. But she didn't give up. He reluctantly agreed. ' I have nothing else to do anyway.' She started to teach him dancing 101. The two broke up a few times because the guy had no concept of using muscle, control his body, and a few other basic things about dancing. When she became frustrated and lost patience with him, he would walk out. Eventually they came back together and started training. They hired a choreographer to design routines for them. She would fly high (held by him) with both arms (a sleeve for an arm) flying in the air. He could bend horizontally supported by one leg and she leaning on him,etc. They danced beautifully and they legitimately beat others in the competition.


I would like to share with you this most magnificent and touching performance I have ever seen! It is a living proof that strong spirit can conquer any physical limitations!


Click here for video

Reflection from last night

'when you feel you've arrived but not sure you belong'

yesterday, before i went to CG, i posted a poem here, and the above phrase is a line from that poem.

after CG last night...i felt just exactly like it.

on my way home, i can't help but ask myself...

am i in the right church?
am i with the right group?
is the God that i know and love, the same as their God?

i don't know...

all i know is that God is in the midst of everything...not only for them, but for everyone...not only for christians but for non-christians as well...not only for believers but also for those who doesnt even know He exist...His love and His faithfulness is unconditional. and no book and no person could ever put a limit to that.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

God is already there...

from the top of the ladder to the end of the rope,
in the fullness of joy,
in the absence of hope,
when you're lost in the crowd,
when you feel all alone,
when you're close to the fire,
when you're far from your home;
wherever you are,
whatever your care,
God is already there.


When the river is dry,
when the sun doesn't shine,
when the shadows are long,
when you're all outta time,
when the people you love you cannot comprehend,
when you want to be real but can only pretend;
wherever you are,
whatever your care,
God is already there.


When the road makes a turn,
when the detour is long,
when the war has begun,
when the border is drawn,
when you're dying to sing
but you can't hear the song,
when your left becomes right and your right becomes wrong,
when you feel you've arrived but not sure you belong,
when you're true when you're blue,
when you're weak when you're strong;
wherever you are,
whatever your care,
God is already there.


this was sent to me in email.

most of the times, its easy to give praise and thanksgiving when things are going our way...but when trials would come and problems would arise, its so hard to remember that He is there in our midst.

let this poem remind us how faithful he is to all of us, no matter what, come what may.

rach

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Friday Post!

TGIF!!!!

The coming of the weekend always feels great especially if I feel like I have worked hard through the week. But a bummer. I strained my back muscle again. I think it's a combination of the swim on Monday, the intensive tennis session with Z on Tuesday, and lying on my stomach the entire night while sleeping which caused this old injury. That means I will be the POM POM girl tomorrow during badminton, ladies (without the POM POMs) . :)

I love the song Juls taught us on Wednesday during CG. It is a lovely song. Thanks Juls.

I wanted to say I really love this other song on our webby since the first time I heard it many years ago, till now. Very ministering. Thanks for putting the song up. :)

I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever

Over the mountains and the sea,
Your river runs with love for me,
and I will open up my heart and let the Healer set me free.

I'm happy to be in the truth,
and I will daily lift my hands:
for I will always sing of when Your love came down.

[Yeah!]I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,I could sing of Your love forever.

[Repeat] Oh, I feel like dancing -it's foolishness I know;
but, when the world has seen the light,
they will dance with joy,like we're dancing now.

Isn't it amazing to be in love with Jesus? I love the feeling, and I never want to feel differently. I pray that all of us will have a revelation of Jesus love for us, not just in our minds, but in our hearts. May all of us experience Him personally and intimately!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Conversion Videos

Hi gals,

Got this link from my friend and thought it was an interesting watch.
http://freedocumentaries.org/film.php?id=164


Takes about 20 minutes of yor time,
And Mel White who has visited FCC is also featured.


P.S: Apparently, calling another "dude" increases one's masculinity =)